Monday, November 30, 2009

Stuck in Turmoil

STUCK IN TURMOIL

By

APURVA SANJAY MALEWAR


The state of being in a confused state, is a paradoxical moment, where emotions of rage, misery and contempt act together, causing our minds to conflict within themselves…. It’s a situation, where patience In abundance is required, but impulsive actions speak louder than patience, as for being confused, it’s a state where,dead lines are close, to most cases, apparently……….. but then not everyone has the courage to fight it out,

During such cases of immaculate pain, ignorance is a blessing, and truth is a burden…. It’s a complicated situation,where even the most profoundly learned and intelligent minds, fall to a level of blissful childishness and impulsive and
Erratic decisions are made.

Sometimes I feel that people who really can handle such situations with a calm face and a peaceful way, my dad for example, he has gone through a lot……… I did and do trouble him a lot in ways of complications, depending on trivial situations, and some real mammoth ones as well. But he keeps his calm, very calculative, cool and composed….
With patience in abundance………… I wonder if I could be that way……….. hard, I tried but didn’t work for me.

I guess there are some people very few in the world who can endure profound pain and conflict from within,
Well, we everyday have conflicts, but some that need urgent attention, are actually where we need to show our real courage in
Dealing with. I guess it’s not everyone’s piece of cake to do that…..

Experience, age teaches you all they say….. not everyone learns from lives of their own or the lives of mortals around themand this leads of varied behavior patterns and the most common ones are during periods of pain and turmoil in their minds
I guess this is life………….. resentment, betrayal, love, happiness, etc are all a part of a person’s emotion.

We are all emotional beings, and that’s why our past affects us, impacts our future, and this is what we carry with us.
People forget one fact that this changes us all, to a probably makes us stronger, or more meek. Fear to feel what we went through, of hope that something new is in store………..

I prefer to run with hope, though changed with a lot happening in life………… confusion kills it all……..
There is no happiness in what we do, confusion kills it all, everything remains stagnant, emotions run chaotic………
But then its hard to keep from vices………. But then how do we compose ourselves?

I go with hope, if things happen they will work out, though at this moment nothing seems right………..
Am surviving on hope that something better is in store for me, we got to change the way we think,
Forces that will try to keep us on a miserable track surround us all, creating un-necessary aggravation
We don’t need that………..

Yes we tend to behave like 12 years old, hugely immature, and crazily kiddish, when we are confused, unless of course
You are level headed and you know how to deal with things, like my dad……….. trust me, he is one great person,
I admire him and respect him to the limitlessness of space……………..
I wish I could be like him…………… but then
I believe that we can only be the way we are……….. we will learn, and that’s how we will deal with things…………
It would be foolish to be impulsive, but then I can only be foolish sometimes, it’s just me I guess, and so are you………

This is life and we have to move on, keeping everything aside…………….
Hope………. I hope that brings a smile to your face… believe in it guys…


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